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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
8:07 PM

eh wah! my life is super awesome now leh. oh goodness. looking back at my previous post, it fely super long ago lah. hahas! and why the suddenly change ? cos of smth great which happened to me today!!!

okayokay. so this morning i went to school really sad and all. and i even teared in class! hahas! so i couldn't take it anymore and ponned class for the rest of the day. met evonne at fc5 at 11 and i just broke down. heh. talked and talked for a bit before josh, jasmine, may and pan joined us at pizza hut. these people were awesome man! tho they were not the reason which made me so happy, but they sure made me smile a few times at least. HAHA

and then we went far east for a bit before going for worship session!! and yes! this is the part which made my day. heheh. once the lights went of, the presence of God hit me SO hard that tears just rolled down my cheeks immediately. and as we sang the lyrics to this song, i simply just cried and cried and cried. HAHAS.

GOD OF MY FOREVER
by Gan KC
Verse 1
God of my youth
I remember
Your call on my life took me o’er
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace

On this altar
I’ve written my life
Tells of a story
I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know

Chorus
God of my forever
And forever I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Verse 2
God of my all
I’ve surrendered
My heart finds its rest in
Your word

Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for You has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear
You say “Well done”
Bowing before Your throne

Bridge
Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way

as i sang and sang, i just went on my knees and kneeled. it was so awesome i tell you. and you know what really calmed my heart? God spoke into my heart. and he whispered, " Well done, my child. never look back and you will go the right way." and then just WHAM!! i realise how wrong i was to take this route in the first place. sinking myself into a relationship which can NEVER happen. jus yesterday i was like telling God why must he put me thru all these at the point when im just getting committed to church. and now ive gotten my answer. within that split second, my heart was replaced with a sense of peace which no one could ever have given me.
and as i sing my heart out, Christine came over and put her hand over my head and said " joanna, God says well done and that you are going on the right path. be strong." and i was super stunned la. cos i didnt tell her anth abt everything eh! hahaha! the power of God can be that strong sometimes. LOL

and so, after the session, i realised i can do anything alrdy!! HAHA! i'm so gonna mend my broken relationship with that guy and we shall be buddies again! and i shall treat him as how i treat the others. HEH. and i am SO SURE NOW that i can do it without falling back in again.

oh goodness. i'm just purely happy. and now i shall wait for The Right One to come along! and meanwhile, i'm gonna love everyone else and long live my mighty JESUS!!!!!